Breaking the fast.

Finally it happened!!!
I have spent the last couple of months mooning over D and now i barely think of her, thanks to this really amazing girl that i totally like.I wont use the other L word because i know what happens when we declare it too soon.But before i tell you about her,i think i should talk about a couple of other things that have been going on in this crazy world.
I know i have been very M.I.A for a while but i promise to be writing more.It's just that i have had a very busy couple of weeks and trying to do this over the phone is so not my idea of fun.That having been said,i hope am forgiven for the inconsistency.
Back to the story,i went for a party a couple of weeks ago and getting there i met some old friends and one or two foes...and one stranger...The stranger being my point of interest in this story,i cant for the life of me remember her name and even after going through my phone book,twice,i cant remember the name i saved her under...Once upon a time in years gone by,i would have gone home with a total stranger(yeah right!)...to be honest,i wouldnt so when this girl got so daring and used such a direct approach,she sort got me thinking that maybe,just maybe,i could try and be what i have hated the new comers in lezville for being.So i gave in to a couple of kisses(she is not all that of a kisser-or maybe its just me and my lack of practice)and even when she tried putting her hand under my dress i gave in till about an inch from my punani then i took her hand out(i dont see why a total stranger should get to feel how dry i am yet she is making an effort of hitting on me).Then it got really uncomfortable when she kept on my case.I prefer being the one hitting on a girl because then i know am in control and i know when she isn't interested.But this girl doesnt know how to read a girls actions...Did i mention she was butch???(i look in the mirror everyday and even when am going through the am ugly phase,i still dont see myself dating a butch woman...tom boy and tommy girl yes.But a butch???)Anyway,my friends knew i needed saving and kept coming to my aid,knowingly or unknowingly,they saved my ass a couple of times and thats what was really important.So,seeing as all good things must come to an end,it was time to go home.(thanks loads candy and Kandie for the offer to go home with you and maybe sometime i will take you up on that offer)I chose to go home with a dear friend,ciku (pronounced shiko) and as i was saying my goodbyes,the butch whose name i cant for the life of me remember,i asked me where i was going and i said home and she said she was coming with..how now???i dont know you,you dont know me.What if am a serial killer?or what if you are one?And the wierd thing is she actually followed us outside...anyway,bottom line is i went home without her and i didnt get laid that night as badly as i had wanted to,there was no way i was going to give myself to a total stranger...she texted the next day but i honestly had nothing to say to her so i just ignored her and i havent talked to her since then.
Anyway,the next day was a sunday and beauty was supposed to be coming back to town...she did and we met up for a drink.The whole day,i had been texting a girl(please note,not the one from the night before) and i had plans of meeting her but as we got talking it got really sexual and we planned to have sex but when she said she was going to come home with me i had to deflect her interest and i came up with an excuse.and anyway,i live with my mother and i know she is uncomfortable me having women over because she thinks am fucking them and the prospect of her sleeping like a cat,with one ear open was not a good idea.So,beauty and i met for that drink(i had been drinking all afternoon already) so when i walked in and the girl i was supposed to havebeen taking home with me was seated with her,it crossed my mind that i would have to behave myself.But the warnings in my head that were lit up like neon signs could not be heeded by my body that kept screaming i was horny.(note to self,alcohol makes you a shameless flirt and is bad for your image)So there i was,making moves on the poor girl(she is a tom boy)and she didnt seem too uncomfortable by my advances and i got abit more courage and touched her in places i shouldnt in public and i think that i was giggling like a 16yr old went a long way in relaxing her.And it got worse as the evening progressed to the point of me getting up to dance(that only happens when am high)...Then it was time to go home and beauty and co. dropped me home...I got home,kissed the girl for as long as i could then skipped into the house.I was jumping up and down outside the door laughing and cheering when my sis came out to ask me why i was so happy and what was going on and all i was thinking is AM HORNY...The fast has been broken!