One of those...

I think i wrote this about 3 years back and i came across it going through some of my pieces...i would love to know what you think...Honest opinions though.you can email them if your not comfortable putting them as comments...  cattykittycat2010@gmail.com

Complex ,diverse, self destructive and totally insane...that’s how i see her!
Sugar lurv is beauty in every sense of the word, a queen in her ownright...she builds and destroys as she pleases, never waiting to seehow things will turn out...she pulls you close and makes you believe inheaven on earth then tears you apart, piece by piece, torturing slowlyand by the time she is through, you are nothing but a shell...
I met sugar lurv when i was not sure what i wanted in life, when ifought with all i had to show myself that i could be straight...she wasseated in a room choc full of people, but she was so distinct...not outof place, in her element...a cigarette in hand ,and a smile that coulddisarm any living creature...
She turned her head and smiled at me like we were long time friends,lips so inviting ,in my mind i could only think of what they tastedlike...she beckoned me with her eyes and i forgot that anyone else wasin the room..i had eyes only for her and her for me...
I move towards her ,fearing that she was just in my head. i took theseat opposite her and just stared at her ,waiting for this mirage todissipate before my eyes...she leaned forward and asked in the voice ofan angel, ”what can i do for you?”...i mumbled incoherent nonsense andexcused myself...sweating and feeling like a dumb ass fool, i went tothe empty bathroom and looked at my reflection and saw just myimperfections next to her perfections...
I saw her standing behind me in the mirror, a mocking smile on her face,and felt my mind cloud with anger...did this beautiful creature followme to mock me?...and that’s when i noticed it for the first time.........the pain in her eyes that spelt more beauty than her lips orher gorgeous body could ever show...the realness of her pain...i wantedto hold her and comfort her, but is it wise to do that to a stranger?
I turned to face her and walked towards her, unsure of what i woulddo...she took a step forward and i knew that my life would never be thesame again .i held out my hand and she came right into my arms...anembrace that made my knees feel like jelly...
I put my lips to hers and kissed her...slowly, afraid to scare heraway...we stood there and just kissed like there was no tomorrow andjust the two of us existed on this planet.
I went home with sugar lurv...and i will never forget that nightever...i knew then that i was where i had always wanted to be...
We stood in the middle of an elegantly furnished living room justkissing, taking things slow, each afraid to let go for fear of losingthe moment...and as my hands opened her jacket and slid it off, theytrembled with an emotion that i had never felt in my life before...iopened her shirt and took it off, my eyes admiring what i haduncovered...her skin was so smooth, better than any silk...and as iunclasped her bra and took one breast into my palm, she whispered in myear, ”gentle, be gentle and don’t let me go”...and i felt tears stingmy eyes as i looked into her eyes and saw tears mingled with her desireto have me make love to her...as one hand delicately caressed onebreast, i bent my head and took the other into my mouth...her nipplealready hard, was like heaven in my mouth...as i sucked and gnawed atit, i felt her knees buckle and her soft groan as i took it out of mymouth and flicked it with my tongue, she held on to me tighter andmoaned...i took the other into my mouth and savoured it and mad e loveto it like i had the other and my hand rubbed her nipple and massagedher soft breasts in a way i had no clue i was capable of doing. ikissed her lips again as i opened her short skirt and let it fall ather feet...and let her lacy thong follow it at her feet. we parted lipslong enough for her to step out of them and walk to her room where ilay her on that big bed and let my hands roam the length of herbeautiful body...my lips trailing kisses behind her ears, down herthroat, hearing her catch her breath as i went down, between herbreasts, showing them attention with my hands as my lips made their waydown to her stomach ,her navel, and down to where i knew i wanted to beforever...she parted her legs and my heart beat quickened...i looked upat her face and looked right into her eyes as i parted her lips with mytongue, from down to up and flicked her clit with my tongue and felther shudder...i sucked her clit with the meekness of a kitten, as shemoaned and pressed her thighs together, still looking into each otherseyes and enjoyed the taste of her juices...(i never thought i wouldenjoy or even like how a woman tasted)...i slid my tongue into hervagina and she let out a scream ,and closed her eyes as i thrust it inand out, slowly at first then faster as i rubbed her clit with myfinger...and my other hand works her breasts and she is moaning andwrithing on the bed and i know by some crazy intuition that she is ather climax and i maintain the steady pace and enjoy the taste of hercum in my mouth...as she shivers in the throes of ecstasy...i couldn’tmove for sometime even after she had cum, i still wanted to taste moreof her...
I was still fully dressed when sugar lurv pulled me to her...sheundressed me and feelings of inadequacy flew out of the window with herhands caressing every inch of me...all i wanted was to feel her next tome, in my arms, enjoying each others warmth...she touched me in placesthat i did not even know existed and turned them into hot spots, myskin tingling with need and want, my legs parting of their own accordas her fingers caressed and her mouth tortured me in a way that i neverwanted her to stop...i heard the sound of someone moaning andwhimpering and groaning but i cant remember if it was me...i was lostin the way she was making me feel...as she went down and took my clitinto her mouth and teased it into a heart beat ,i begged to cum and forthe torture to end and for this joy to never end...all in the samebreath....when she slid her finger into my vagina, i thought i had diedand gone to heaven...she slid it in and out slowly then faster andfaster and i felt everything in me tense up in a way that i had neverknown in my life before and i felt the tension in the pit of mystomach...and the next thing i knew, i was spraying my cum all over herface in a way that i had never done in my life...she licked me andsucked the lay next to me, soaked in my cum and kissed me...we bothwanted more and next thing i was on top of her, our hands caressingeach other and lighting fires all over our bodies...and i feel herclit, hard, pulsing against my clit...i rubbed our clits together andfelt the room spin around and she moaned...and i rode her till i couldfeel both of us about to cum and i let just abit drip down her clit toher vagina and she writhed under me and i continued riding her till weboth couldn’t take it and felt ourselves cum...we were drained so i laynext to her and held her in my arms and we fell asleep as lithe lightof dawn flooded the room, wrapped in each others arms and covered ineach others sweat and cum...